Shame

The shame deep inside,

tears at my soul.

Ripping me to shreds,

swallowing me whole.

Guilt for being human,

disgust for being me.

The judgments of God,

say that I can never be free.

The unforgivable sin,

damning my soul for eternity.

Why am I judged?

For existing outside normalcy.

An unspeakable act,

they say I committed.

An act of just being,

homosexual, I admitted.

Why must I wear,

the cone of shame?

It is a choice,

the claim.

Why would I choose,

this kind of life?

When all it brings,

is endless strife?

I wouldn’t bring the curse,

that I am forced to endure.

I will always be labeled,

a soul that is impure.

Kelly

6 responses to “Shame”

  1. Well, I felt like a perfectionist like I am very well written very vulnerable very raw.

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    1. Yeah, this is something I am trying to work through. Thank you!

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      1. Just remember to be good to you that’s so important

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      2. Yes, I am learning that. My therapist has me do something nice for myself each day, and I usually take a bath with lavender, drink tea, listen to relaxing music, or all three of those. I usually do that at the end of my day. So, I am trying to learn to be good to me. Thank you!

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  2. Hugs, Kelly! I am here, cheering you on! You are so worthy of love, care, no judgement, xoxo

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    1. Thanks Carol Anne, that means a lot to me.

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