With no escape and constant turns,

for peace within, my soul yearns.

Trapped in the spiderwebs of life,

I seek answers to rid me of my strife.

Truth eludes me causing my fears,

that there is no reason for my tears.

What is the reason for my deep rooted pain?

Will I ever see the sunshine, will it always rain?

With no real explanation for what I feel,

I question whether or not my pain is real.

Up and down and all around,

the truth is forgotten, it makes no sound.

The truth is forgotten, and so is my heart;

Where did I go wrong?Why did I fall apart?

I seek answers from deep within,

answers for the trap I am in.

So many different voices, so many feelings.

Why can’t I start over from the beginning?

There are no do-overs in life,

I can’t wipe away my strife.

I can only move forward in my healing.

but how can I heal, if I know not what I am feeling?

Stuck within an eternal abyss,

I don’t even know what the real truth is.

Was I just a mistake of nature?

Was I always meant to be a failure?

I don’t want to play this game of life.

If there is no end to my perpetual strife.