I am the keeper of the forbidden feelings

The feelings the others refuse to accept

They locked me deep inside, forgotten, concealing

Creating a self they could perfect

My feelings are shameful and wrong

But they are just apart of humanity

So they shut out me who those feelings belong

They reject their own sexuality

The intensity of the feelings is hard to bare

The other aspects of the whole is acceptable

And the shame is a feeling they can’t share

I hold the feelings they find destestable

Why do I have to be the one

Who is destined for hell

My punishment has already begun

I am the vessel for the feelings they can’t tell

The container for their sexuality the hide

I am the one they can blame

The aspect of the self they denied

So I remain hidden in my prison of shame.

Forgotten, abandoned, and rejected

I speak of things they cannot tell

So I will remain the one disconnected

I will exist in my prison cell

Kitten