Alone in the darkness;

It’s all consuming.

Fear takes over my heart;

Depression is looming.

Nighttime threatens me

with its evil grip;

Voices of the past plays

it’s never-ending script.

My soul is in torment

in my self made prison.

Nobody hears my cries,

Nobody will listen.

My strength is dwindling,

darkness holds me tight.

Hopeless thoughts swirl

all throughout the night.

I need peace and rest,

but all I know is turmoil.

Angry voices surround me;

My battle is internal.

I’m trapped in chaos.

Fear is swallowing me whole;

My mind is shattered.

The truth I may never know.

You told me I am delusional,

You told me I am crazy.

You twisted reality with

drugs that made me hazy.

I hear your evil voice

like a blaring trumpet;

confusing my thoughts,

my sanity plummets.

Connor

2 responses to “Darkness”

  1. Hugs this is so sad Connor! I am so happy you wrote your feelings out. Know I hear you, and I care, and am here if you ever need to vent or just need a friend. x

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    1. Thank you. That means a lot to me.

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