Lost in the abyss of insanity,

where truth and lies collide.

A whirlwind of chaos,

with no one to confide.

The cycle feels endless,

with no hope in sight.

I am losing all my strength;

I don’t know how to fight.

Sleepless nights, terrifying dreams,

I can’t keep going on like this.

I have tried and tried to fight,

what did I miss?

The road to freedom is treacherous,

It’s a hard road to walk alone,

it’s rocks and cracks or perilous.

I feel like I am in a desert,

with no water and blazing heat.

Lost with nowhere to go,

I raise the flag of defeat.

Please don’t give up on me,

for one day I will find the truth.

Lost and alone in misery,

since all the way back to my youth.

I am trapped within the prison of my mind,

counting years as they go by.

I don’t know what God wants from me.

I ask him all the time, “why?”

Connor