Lost in the Maze

My mind is a maze with no escape.

My thoughts are spiraling out of control.

With messages from an ancient tape.

They create a tornado within my soul.

I search for a path, a guiding light,

for answers from above.

But everything blurs, and I lose sight,

is God really a God of love?

Questions swirl like a whirlpool,

threatening to take me under.

Answers hide behind the rules,

and leave my heart to wonder.

In the wilderness, I am lost,

My soul is seeking refuge.

I will pursue it, no matter the cost,

To challenge the beliefs of my youth.

Freedom will be mine someday,

I can say that for a fact.

Freedom to go my way

and leave behind the act.